I was venting at my mom about being 40 and feeling like I should never be older than 36 and how if I'm going to be this old I should have accomplished more.

There was a photo album with a picture of me up on Mount Ranier from the 2002 mission trip. I was like yeah I was young and 'cool' (I was never 'cool', but older me thought I looked relatively cool in the picture) and was on a mountain but what have since then.

I think mom is getting tired of showing up in my dreams just to listen to me vent about being old.