Last night Shaina showed up at my house and wants to try again and try
doing things different. Like give me the space I need to 'figure
myself out' and not live together.
I said it was a reasonable plan. And we had some really great sex.
I don't know if 'figuring myself out' was meant to include chasing
after other girls, though.
Is that even what I'm doing? I want go on lots of adventures with
Moriah. That doesn't necessarily entail a romantic/sexual
relationship, but it'd be nice if that was allowed to happen, should
it naturally come to that point.
So while I was missing her a lot and life seems a bit easier knowing
that I will see her again, I'm not sure how I feel about this.
Def Leppard is still awesome.